Wednesday, 12 October 2011

Assignment One completed/marked/returned....

So how are things going on my course?  Well, I finally completed my first assignment and plucked up the courage to send it off for critique.  So it arrived on the doormat this morning and I was pleasantly surprised, my tutor said it was readable and clear, I guess thats a good enough start for me.  So  - punctuation corrected - here it is, be kind.....
The Sistine Chapel

How does one begin to attempt to describe the indescribable? An impossible task. Instead, what follows is simply an account of what was meant to be a purely cultural experience but what tuned out to be so much more.

Italy, Vatican City, the Vatican museum. It’s a typical spring morning in the city and the temperature is rocketing skywards. My ticket bought and the already rapidly forming queues negotiated, I am funnelled along endless corridors, past statues and galleries, which should be worthy of my attention but which are ignored as everyone including myself head towards one ultimate destination; the Sistine chapel. Eventually I reach the destination, my anticipation is great.  I enter the vast space through a tiny door in the far side of the chapel.

As I emerge into the vast space what appears to me attacks my senses on so many levels.  What strikes me first are the colours, vivid yet dusky cornflower blues and shiny golds.  Secondly, I was expecting to be awestruck by the ceiling but what is just as impressive is that every surface, including the walls, are painted.  Giant velvet curtains drape either side of the entrance, lush dark maroon in colour; on closer inspection, these are actually painted.  So lifelike I want to reach out and stroke them to check.

I had been warned that the chapel would be horribly busy and noisy.  It is, but that doesn’t distract me from the totally awesome sight I am witnessing. The amount of people simply adds to the magic, as - although I am surrounded by hundreds of other heads all tilted skywards – it’s as if I am there alone.  I am totally overwhelmed. 

The sound in the chapel is also unique.  The signs all around request a respectful silence, but how can the visitor not be expected to share their thoughts and feelings with others when presented with such a magnificent sight?  So the result is thousands of whispers, which create quite a sound.  The noise gradually gets louder, rising a few decibels more until a guard shouts “silenzio” and the voices instantly drop to quiet murmurs again only to slowly ebb upwards and the whole process starts again.

I have lost the rest of my party and find myself in the middle of the chapel alone.  I find my way through the crowds, unable to peel my gaze from the ceiling.  I find my way to the far wall where a bench runs around the perimeter of the chapel. I sit down.  I needed to absorb every inch.  I study each and every one of the frescoes and link them to the correct Bible story.  A tear begins to roll down my cheek.

On the far alter wall is Da Vinci’s crowning glory, The Last Judgement, in the centre is Christ surrounded by mankind, it seems kind of fitting that everyday, people come to observe this spectacle and he is indeed surrounded by mankind. 

My trip to the Sistine Chapel had such a powerful impact on me, in many ways.  People often talk of mans achievements when they put their mind to it.  I think it simply reaffirmed to me that there is something so much greater than myself

When I got outside and managed to find my fellow day-trippers, my husband asked me “So what did you think?”

Hmmmm, Where to start?

Monday, 26 September 2011

My first literary festival....

"Candida darling" an upperclass accent belowes across the room "it's nearly time to go in". Where else could I be other than the Soho Literary Festival.  I'm here to see P D. James and Ruth Rendell.  I've never been to something like this before and I'm excited. When friends and family have asked me "What you up to this weekend?" I've taken great joy in replying "Oh i'm off to the Soho Literary Festival with friends from my writers group." Ooh get me I sound a bit like a writer.


We file into the theatre and on the stage below us sits the grand old dame of detective fiction Phyllis D. James and her friend Ruth Rendell. They inform us that they are indeed great friends and have been for a number of years.  Although they have differing political opinions they are both life peers and been known to greet each other affectionalty across the floor of the house with a kiss much to the ammusement of the rest of the lords. 

The next hour consisted of the two legendary writers simply chatting, reviewing their great works and offering advice.  It was one of the best hours I've spent in a long time.  At 91, P D James is as sharp as a tack and equally as witty. Here are the highlights of the evening:

One piece of advice on which the both writers agreed was the importance of reading your work aloud. P D James now dictates her work to a secretary and she said this process allows her to hear the rhythm and the poetry in the prowse. Whilst Rendell says that dialogue has to sound true, ask yourself, is it really how people speak? The question of where ideas originate from was a running theme.

What struck a chord with me is the idea that whatever plot you have, ground it with something relevant from today's society, they both said "write your world" it gives the piece validity and a relevant place 30 years from now.

Ultimately, Phyllis said that if she can write something true about men and women and the society we live in then she is happy. I could tell you more but when there was so much relevant and interesting advice, it's hard to know what to include and what to leave out. All I can say is that I am truly inspired to persevere with my writing and to simply get better.  

I think I will let P D James herself have the last word; All writers need to "Read widely, read the best, increase your vocabulary and write. Open your senses to the world. No experience no matter how painful should be lost to the writer"

 P D James' new novel Death Comes To Pemberly is out on the 3rd November and Ruth Rendell revealed she is currently writing a new Barbara Vine.

Recommended reading:
P D James Children of men
Josephine Tey The Franchise Affair
Dorothy L Sayers The Nine Tailors
Ruth Rendell Make Death Love Me

Wednesday, 21 September 2011

A detailed personal profile...


I am a member of my local camera club, and this year as Vice Chairman, I was asked to write a personal profile: it turned out to be a much harder task than i thought i would be.  But here it is, in all its glory, bloggers you get the honour of its first public airing.....

As you are about to read, I pack a lot of things into my little life but I wanted you all to know that as your Vice Chairman this year I am 100% committed to the Camera Club and am excited about helping support Jim in making the 2011/12 season at BSCC a great one.
So a little bit about me:
I was lucky enough to live and study in the most perfect place in the world; Falmouth, Cornwall.  I had an amazing three years living by the sea, I met my now husband and completed a BA (Hons) in Broadcasting.  Falmouth is an art college and so I lived with ceramacists, fine artists and Photographers.  This is where my interest in photography first began.  I bought my first film SLR and I was off! My camera went everywhere with me.
On leaving university I travelled across Canada and returned with not only a new found love of exploring but many many photographs.  However with no outlet for my photography it fell by the way side for a number of years.
In the meantime I cracked on with carving out a career for myself in television.  I worked mainly in Sport, I worked on Sky Sports, Match of the Day and filmed many football, cricket and rugby matches.  I then moved into studio work, working my way up to becoming a Vision Mixer/Director.  I worked hard, long hours, sometimes 18 hour days.  My health suffered and I was very overweight.
I was only 27.  I decided I needed to make a few changes, I joined Slimming World, lost 6 stone, enrolled on an evening course in photography and gave up my full time job in television!
It was the best decision I ever made. 
So what do I do now? Well as most of you know I now run my own slimming world classes, helping others to lose weight like I did.  Ironically in my spare time I also make and decorate cakes.  I love gardening and grow my own vegetables. I love to read, sew and do anything crafty.  We travel whenever we can, when we do we like to head off the beaten track.  In recent years we have been to Hawaii, Egypt and returned to Canada on a number of occasions.  I still love the buzz of working in television and do the occasional freelance job when asked.  I am also an aspiring writer, a member of the Stortford Scribblers and am currently working on my first Comedy Drama script. However my biggest and best role is as a full time mum to my lovely Noah.
When I get time I also like to muck about taking a few photographs!  My passion is portraiture and street photography.  

Wednesday, 24 August 2011

Not great at this :(

Im having a bad day, writing wise that is.  Im at my desk, computer on, text books primed and ready, but i'm doing everything and anything except writing.  Im even looking at booking flights for a spontaneous weekend away.  I need to stop and FOCUS.

I can never seem to finish one thing.  I have so many ideas for different writing projects, from TV Scripts to magazine articles, to a cook book idea.  I am part way through assignment 1 and assignment 2.  I need to finish at least one of them.

So a plan of action is what i need, i tell myself, so i remind myself of this blog, which i started and have yet to update - till today - so I had a quick look around other aspiring writers blogs and the first one i read was full of all the same feelings of doubt, insecurity and lack of focus as my own.  

It reminded me that we should never feel alone in life as someone somewhere is feeling exactly the same.  So thats it from me today...hurrah, i've written something.  Till next time. x

Wednesday, 27 July 2011

And she's off.....

The single most repeated quote i have seen since starting my writing course is 'you are only a writer if you write', kind of obvious when you think about it but so true and to be honest its the only bit of the course i'm failing!

I signed up to the writers bureau about 4 years ago and never got started.  Life - as it does - has got in the way.  I have since changed job, been made redundant and become a full time mum.  My wee man is now not so wee and I have managed to allocate a single day to my writing and getting started, finally, with the course. 

So how's it going? OK I suppose i'm enjoying the discipline of study and research, but i just need to actually write.  So a blog it is.

But what is a blog, what makes people want to read it and what if what i have to say is utter tripe! Just the risk i'm going to have to take i suppose, so as the title says... "and she's off...."